I think I'm dying.

I've been showing signs of cancer... Which is what killed my dad. I told my mom and sister a few months back that sometimes when I poop, there's this white fleshy substance in it or floating separately. I told them and mom wouldn't believe it was serious and my sister said it was "fat cells"

Fast forward to this last week, and every time I wipe, there's abit of blood. This morning I had some gas and it felt somewhat wet. I wiped and there was alot more blood then before. So I now know it's internal bleeding rather then external.

These are things my dad mentioned before he died 8 years ago. And he mentioned them long after he was diagnosed and was beyond treatment. Though he went through alot of kemo. And other stuff.

I don't wanna die. I'm only 23 and about to be 24... Maybe.

You're gonna be okay. You gotta insist that they take you to the doctor, okay? If you have it, it could still be in early stages. You gotta press on the issue.